Fear....
After living so many struggles and disappointments, it becomes an automatic bi-product to live in fear. I do not mean a phobic fear.
But is a self doubting fear...
Struggling to overcome the current crisis...
Suspecting that any time another will sprout...
Living under these conditions affects the emotional state of a man... How can vision be clear when rest and preparation is a rare luxury...
Prayer consists of begging and supplication for mercy, grace and a helping hand... Faith is tested time and time again... Reminds me of the time Peter called to Jesus; "Save me!" after falling into the water in the middle of the sea in a storm....
Save me Jesus!!!
After living so many struggles and disappointments, it becomes an automatic bi-product to live in fear. I do not mean a phobic fear.
But is a self doubting fear...
Struggling to overcome the current crisis...
Suspecting that any time another will sprout...
Living under these conditions affects the emotional state of a man... How can vision be clear when rest and preparation is a rare luxury...
Prayer consists of begging and supplication for mercy, grace and a helping hand... Faith is tested time and time again... Reminds me of the time Peter called to Jesus; "Save me!" after falling into the water in the middle of the sea in a storm....
Save me Jesus!!!
But it is human nature to leave God out of it and adopt an attitude of self preservation.... "I got it... I will take care of it!...
But if that was true... Really... Considering truth and reality... Why do things get messed up if I (we) "got it" or we are "handling it"?
In reality we are imperfect.. With flaws and defects... We don't got it really we don't.
I don't got it and need God to help me get it!
I need to surrender to Jesus all things....
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